VENOM ON ICE..

now what do you do.. when ur heart is seeking for a death but when u really dont wanna die..?

same was with me when i was just over with that relationship.. i wanted to kill myself.. but slowly.. i never thought of such a disgusting phase that my eyes would let me see..

it was a time when actually i hated them who dealt with a support to carry on their lives.. but now i see myself as an addicted poison lover that inhales it slowly with every moment he bears on this earth...

i wake up with it.. i consume it.. i keep still.. my eyes drool, i dont feel normal.. i knw i m doing mistake.. but i think this is d only aid that can let me suffer all d pain.. so i consume more... n i loose my hold on what i say.. what i hear n what i think...

n i feel soul-less and a dead soul doesn't feel pain..

cheers..!

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---VENOM ON ICE---

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Everytime my eyelids open

See a glass on my side.

I crave for few more drops

The thirst within, every moment rise.

The blend of tears and pain

Running through my every vein

Poisoned me, my eyes show blue

But efforts for you were always true.

With throbbing heart, I pour in the liquid

Standing with disgrace, being a stone rigid.

It burns me from inside, turning all to ashes

Alas, no one understands, their eye stare & watches.

It was a sin, now I am paying the price

That’s why I search every moment, Venom on Ice .