DESPAIRED

A song.. that comes into my mind when ever i see this flower bearing the colour my blood..

RED.. as attractive as my lavish beauty was.. she was RED.. the brightness of my life.. my youth always wanted her to b its part but destinies are always destined as the elders say...

with me as an open book that thorny particle piercing through my pages reaches to that part of my life that makes me sustainable in this world..

she has all the imprints of hers in my every turn. my efforts were for her.. all these imaginations were never so true until unless my blood made that RED more fiercer than ever before...

now.. my soul sings a new song every time it recalls her.. a memory that brings in some anguish but the words acoompanied are DESPAIRED....

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---DESPAIRED---
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Hopping down the streets of hope
My life just feels despaired.
My longings for you every night
My heart just feels despaired.

Every breath that takes your name
My sense now feels despaired.
Every touch that my body miss
My soul now feels despaired.

From the edge of world, when I see all around
My sight just feels despaired
Still some moments, with you I haven’t shared
My feelings now feel Despaired.